turmoil

turmoil. the word i've heard so many times over the past few weeks.

majority of it financial and economy. it affects the mass more but there is a turmoil that everybody feels and its called mental and emotional turmoil.

which determines what? does the strength of mind controls the emotion or otherwise? do we homo sapiens have the ability to control both? i would love to think that but its just ain't so.

i have control over my thoughts but not what i fell. i can choose to think positively but i can never forced myself to feel happy. one can never fool themselves; not even once.

our humanistic structure is such that the first thing that happens when a news is given affects how you feel not cognitively. that is immediate and pure. there's no such thing as 'i don't know how to feel after hearing this'; this sentence is used normally to control our emotion and after our mind takes control over what we felt.

my dominant heart tells me to take this turmoil somewhere else but my mind is struggling to control it and be strong.

i'd love to follow what i feel in the same breath as i'd love to munch chocolate all day long; but like chocolate, indulging in it too much would mean certain death. i'd settle for my thoughts for now.

like my friend La Bruyere said, its a tragedy if you feel, but a comedy if you think.